ABout KEvin Erickson

I Had to Lose Myself to Find My Signal.

I Had to Lose Myself to Find My Signal.

The world knew me as a professional poker player. For years, that’s all I knew myself as. But behind the final tables and high-stakes wins, a different story was unfolding—one of burnout, anxiety, and a mind at war with itself. This is the story of how I stopped trying to win the game of poker and started winning the game of presence.

The world knew me as a professional poker player. For years, that’s all I knew myself as. But behind the final tables and high-stakes wins, a different story was unfolding—one of burnout, anxiety, and a mind at war with itself. This is the story of how I stopped trying to win the game of poker and started winning the game of presence.

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Kevin Erickson

Two Decades at the Felt.
A Lifetime of Presence Cultivated.

I’m not a theorist. I’ve been a professional poker player for nearly two decades, with multiple WSOP final tables and countless hours in the highest-stakes cash games. But my most important victory wasn't for a bracelet. It was battling back from burnout, misdiagnosis, and my own emotional chaos. I was told I needed meds just to survive. I chose presence instead. I am living proof that this work is not only possible but transformative.

1987

Born to loving parents...

1987

Born to loving parents...

1998

My dad invites me to play my first hand of poker. A switch flips.

1998

My dad invites me to play my first hand of poker. A switch flips.

2005

I turn 18 and step into a casino for the first time. The game becomes my world.

2005

I turn 18 and step into a casino for the first time. The game becomes my world.

2008

I begin playing high-stakes poker professionally. The pressure starts to build.

2008

I begin playing high-stakes poker professionally. The pressure starts to build.

2018

The breaking point. The success on paper doesn't match the chaos in my head. Mental breakdown #1.

2018

The breaking point. The success on paper doesn't match the chaos in my head. Mental breakdown #1.

2021

I make two WSOP final tables in one year, finishing 2nd and 3rd. It's the peak of my career, and the peak of my internal struggle. Mental breakdown #2.

2021

I make two WSOP final tables in one year, finishing 2nd and 3rd. It's the peak of my career, and the peak of my internal struggle. Mental breakdown #2.

2021 - 2023

I commit to finding the truth. I dive deep into presence work, coaching, and therapy to understand what was really wrong.

2021
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2023

I commit to finding the truth. I dive deep into presence work, coaching, and therapy to understand what was really wrong.

2023

I begin coaching others, sharing the tools and insights that gave me back my life.

2023

I begin coaching others, sharing the tools and insights that gave me back my life.

The Origin Story

The Origin Story

What I Believe

My philosophy is built on a few core, non-negotiable truths:

A equals A.

Reality is objective. Your feelings about it don't change it. True power comes from seeing things exactly as they are, without the filter of ego or fear.

Your body is the diagnostic tool.

This is where we move beyond just talking. We use proven techniques—somatic awareness, breathwork, and mental reframing—to regulate your nervous system. You will learn how to process emotions in real-time so they no longer control you.

Presence is the ultimate edge.

The ability to be fully in the present moment, free from the noise of the past or future, is the only advantage that cannot be copied, coached away, or figured out by a solver.

You are your own mirror.

All lasting change comes from unflinching self-honesty. My role isn't to give you answers, but to hold up a clear mirror so you can find your own.

How I Infuse This Work

These beliefs aren't just concepts; they are the foundation of everything I create.

In my Present journal, I explore these truths through the lens of daily life, sharing unfiltered signals as they arise.

Present poker player, monk-like presence.

In my Poker content, I analyze the game not just strategically, but as a laboratory for applying these principles under pressure.

Man looking in the mirror

In my Coaching, we do the deep work of using these ideas as tools to actively rewire your internal state for sustainable, peak performance.

"Kevin has a rare ability to act as a clear mirror for your own patterns. He cuts through the noise and gets to the core of what's holding you back, not just as a poker player, but as a person. The work we did went far beyond strategy—it was about rebuilding my presence from the ground up. He’s the real deal."
Jason Su

$700,000+ Earned at the table

Read the Signal

My raw, unfiltered thoughts on life, presence, and the path to clarity. This is the journal of the work.

Read the Signal

My raw, unfiltered thoughts on life, presence, and the path to clarity. This is the journal of the work.

Study the Application

See how the principles of presence are applied to high-stakes poker. Mindset, strategy, and analysis from the felt.

Study the Application

See how the principles of presence are applied to high-stakes poker. Mindset, strategy, and analysis from the felt.

Begin the Work

For those ready for a profound shift. Engage in a direct, 1-on-1 partnership to rewire your internal state.

Begin the Work

For those ready for a profound shift. Engage in a direct, 1-on-1 partnership to rewire your internal state.